Archive for August, 2005

my LaTeSt NeWs boUt MySeLf…=(

Thursday, August 25th, 2005

hahahahahaha~
at last…akhir nye…abes gk presentation…lps gk beban aku akhirnye~
hehs…xsangke mende yg aku nnt2 kn slame nih dh pn berakhir….YiHHHAAA!!!~
nmpk gaye mcm xde sape pn nk beli produk grup aku..hheheh..konon smart specks…
aku pn xtaw..yg aku taw td aku ckp conclusion je..
tu pn satu sentence…yg laen sume bdk grup aku yg terangkn…wahahahah~
naek lemak tol la aku nih…
hmm…bTw..mlm2 bute nih aku xde idea nk merepek pe…
after aku mengalami heart broken las week…2 kali plak tuh..
luckily ade gk org2 yg sudi mendengar masalah ku…
thanx a lot to all peeps that had been helping me!!! =)
skrg nih aku rs lege gle…teramat sgt..mls nk pk mende2 yg merepek dh..
yg penting skrg fokus study..like one of my fwen said..
hmmm…
well…ape yg aku nk cte nih ek..
hah!~nk komen skit psl dulu ngn skrg..
ape yg dh berlaku dlm klas aku…
dis wuz my first time mix around ngn org2 pelbagai bangse ni..
b4 dis sek kt mrsm..mane la bergaul ngn org2 cmtuh…
sume ngn melayu..kire adat hormat hormati tuh ade lg..antra kwn..ngn cikgu..
tp kat cni…totally different…
aku xnmpak sume tuh..
klu boleh…tahap kurang ajar tuh ke thap yg maximas!!!~
mengumpat lecturer…mengajuk lecturer…dh slalu sgt jd dpn mate..
kurang ajar ngn lecturer…
ape nk jd nih…isk..isk
cmni ke nk dpt barakah dr org yg bg ilmu kt kite?????
aku yg xwat pn dpt saham..
ptt le smpi skrg aku rs mcm ade missing je dlm idup aku nih..
study aku pn xbrape lancar..dlm mase 2 ari pn aku dh leh lupe ape yg aku blaja..
wat da hecK????
nape??
ke aku yg byk dose???
hurmmm………
byk mende yg slalo aku amalkn time kt sekolah dlu..aku dh jarank wat kt cni..
cth nye…bace doa b4 klas stat..aku dh jarank bc mathurat…al-Quran..sume mende2 baek yg kite dh wat..aku dnga cte..klu xamalkn..buruk padah nye…
arghhh!!!~
tensen lg..!!~
ape nk jd nih??
sape nk bmbing aku balik ke jln yg benar nih???
i’ve taken the wrong path..rs nyer la..
aku dh byk lalai..cuai..
tak sedarkn diri…
lok laq ngn dunie sndri…
pergh!!!
rs mcm diri ku teruk sgt……
tp…hmm..xde la truk mane..
but..xkn la nk bia mende2 ni melarat…
aku kene cpt2 sedar kn diri….
sape2…tlg laa…bimbing la kwn mu ni ke jln yg benar…
k ah…
dats all for now….

FrEnS..FrEnS…FrEnS…=(

Friday, August 19th, 2005

juz finished my real physic’s test..
Hmmm…quite ok..i mean better than pre midterm arituh…
bTw..i oso cant answered few question..but dats it..
aku dh berusahe..skrg tawakal..n berserah sj..
hahaha…now nk njoy gile2 babeng..
hoho…njoy2 pn xkemane gk aku…
gi glas besar je td..mkn2…
not in the mood nk jln2 nih…
xtaw ah apsl…sbb pe ehh??
hmmm….bile nk ade mood ni…buhsan siUL…
dh abes xm pn terperap gk aku kt hostel nih..xde mende nk wat..
aku frsut laa…
twIce aku kene..dlm mase 2 minggu nih..
secare average nye..seminggu skali..wahahaha~
aku ni asek frust je…dh xde keje lain agaknye…
naseb baek it happend lps aku dh settle amek xm fzk..
sbb pe aku frust????
hmm….
friends may come n go..
but the true friend will remain by my side..
HoHo..falsampah pe plak ni???
tp tuhla kn…wat frens for aiTe???
aku sbnr nye terase ngn seseorang…
dhle baek ngn aku…but theN…bile die ade sumthing..nk sorok2 dr aku..
Sedey siUL…org wat cmni..
cm xappreciate je the friendsHiP….
bengkek ah gini!!~
mangkak deK Ubi!!! <—-ikot ayat Joe…
isK..iSk…gini ah jadinye…
klu kawan lupe kawan..
hmmmm…..kwn lupe kwn…
nape leh jd cmtu eh????
adEh…byk nye persoalan dlm otak aku skunk nih…
sedey laa…dh baek2..then sombonk gitu je…erGhh~
xske la org cmni…nth pape….
apsl die sombonk??????
Hmmmmm…..
kene pk gk tuh…
cmnih la kawan…bile ssh die cari kite…bile sedey die cr kite…bile frust die cr kite…bile ade probs die cr kite…
bile die happy..die hepi ngn org laen…bile die senang..die senang ngn org laen..bile die bahgie die bahgie ngn org laen…
what left for me…
thats why la i said…e’thing had gone wif the wiNd…nothing left for me…
NiLe!!!!~
hmmmm…..habes manis sepah dibuang..hahahah~
sape la kite nih…kite tlg org..org xappreciate..nk wat ape lg kn….
duduk jerla…termenung mase dpn…Hohohohoh..~
knape org leh jd cmtu??
Why????
hmm…totally frustrating me…a lot…
when frens are not frens anymOre…~

-Me-sO-IrrItaTed-

LiFe—->>MiSeRaBLe

Tuesday, August 16th, 2005

hmm…its already 144 am..i guess its still early for me to go to bed..
btW…oLa bLog!!~
its been a long time since the las day i updated my blog..
yala…b4 the break..
*sigh…
byk mnde yg dh berlaku spjg aku xtulis blog nih..
mslh study aku…peribadi…membe..
sume nye brcmpur aduk..
but one thing for sure…time cuti aritu aku xdpt study pn..
satu haprak pn…
sedey siul…
i’ve spend those important times wif useless things…
chatting…surfing tenet…watching tv..and lastly..melayan perasaan aku yg sedey..haha~
ape yg aku nk wat skrg nih…
idup aku siyus mcm dh xde pape..
cm dh xde smgt dh..xtaw ah apsl..
i keep whispering to myself..be strong..coz all those stewpid things that had happened to me juz leading me to nowhere…
isk…
tp..skrg ni mmg aku tensen ngn idup aku..
for the upcoming test…fizik…
and all the assignments..
then..baru sat td…
nih lg satu yg aku mmg bengkek thp dewa pnye…
still so frustrating me…a lot..
yesterday i hv my english class pkul 8 am..
so i ter overslept and wake up on 730..i thought i would be late for the class..
and decided to join with the other group..
same lecturer…same subject..
so i think..ok la kn??
i emerged myself at acr and wanna meet my lecturer to inform her bout what i did..
but..guess what???
she’s annoys me…
she said "u better go b4 i chase u away..and the others from ur grup as well"
owh man…
this wuz damned shoot man..~
atleast i hv some effort to join the other group…its better then i didnt came for the english class..
so…after begging..and begging…my lecturer give the permission for us to join the other grup wif one condition…
if the comp xcukup for the grup’s member..so we had to ciao~
then i said…okla…
luckily its enough…lebey dr cukup daa…
after 2hrs of class..i wanna sign the attendance..
by that time i said to myself xnk dh wat cmni..this is the first and the las…
then suddenly u guess what happen nxt???
the lecturer didnt allowed me and my other’s grup mmber to sign the attendance…
argHHHHH!!!~
i wuz about to cursed…but luckily i still got my kewarasan..hihi~
what else can i say…i juz let it go…cant do nothing…begging???
no way…cukup ah~
so now..i’ve lost 4 hrs of english lecturer..1 hr for HD and 2hrs for CA tutorial…
hmm…quite lot of numbers…
cant do that again in the future..
for physic class..we’ve done sumting yg menyeronokn..
drop the egg from  hostel level 21st and avoid to be broken..hahah..sumthing that might refer to the physic concept..
got a lot of fun..and one thing for sure…my egg’s grup didnt pecah!!
hahaha…~
got bonus marks..alhamdullilah…
tlg la..sape2 yg terer fzk..aja ah aku…
i’m really..begging2…..
hmm….
okla..already 205 am…gtg…
my sleep time hs arrived…hahaha~
till then blog…
i’ll write my blog when i hv problems…
gdNiTe~