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oh my deary bloggie.

kinda sux cuti ini.
feel like useless je.
i’ve done nothing so far,nothing valuable i mean during my holiday.
plan itu ini,namun,hakikat nye~ arghhhhhhh
da mcm koala bear je,duk atas pokok n tdo for da rest of da day.
geez..
well,here’s what i’d plan time xm wik aritu.

-blaja gitar
-blaja masak
-pro driving,around kl (ya,i noe lame enuff,kasik can la beb,haha)
-kemas bilik.
-soping soping.
-turun kn brt bdn.
-ngk wyg smpai muntah.
-berkebun

oh oh,so many things to do,konon je,instead of doing ol those things,i am:

-memerap je dlm bilik,dgr radio.
-surf tenet.
-tgk anime smpai muntah
-ceting ceting.
-karoke alone.
-tgk tv.
-oh,i still manage to not to sleep during day time.
-thou,hp pn da bolayan,hrp je beli hp br,cet.
-jd pemandu veteran,aku je do the driving~ arghhh.
-dload lagu lagu hits,konon uptodate la sgt.
-excercise,wahhhhh,but still,my weight still da same,demm.
-lipat baju.
-lupe nk kemas bilik.

i think dats ol kot.
see,what a waste.
haha.
anyhow,i’m looking forward for nxt sem.
bajet bajet mau bz the whole sem.
i’m taking 6 sbjects,being de comitte for sports carnival.oke oke,nk jd hicom~!
ahahaha.
n then,mcm nk hire sumone yg terer men gitar karan,ajaa gua men gitar.
i need sum entertainmnt for myself.
LMAO.
well,there’s a reason beneath ol dis.
i mean,seriously,i need sumthing to bothers me,from thinking bout dat crappy matters.
yeah.
atleast,i do noe how to play happy birthday song using gitar karan,gaaahahaaa~
not dat happy birthday by click five,aiyok.
the classic one.
yada yada yada.
till then.
ciao.

dear bloggie.

10th jan had passed by.
n i’m officialy 21.
to say it loud n clear,i’m getting a lil’ bit older than the rest of my frens.

but,age really does not matter,when u were born,on what date.

its how u bring up ur attitude these days,decently,modest,bad,u named it.

coz,for now,in the age of 20 (coz,most of my frens still enjoying their 20th moment),hv the ability to think wisely,to differ,between right or wrong.
so,dats make no difference at ol of being 21 than 20.

i kept on saying dis thing to my frens,when they say "haha.ko da tue.aku mude lg"

i noe,sound like defending myself,but it’s juz it.

i’m getting more n more birthday wishes from my frens dis year.

lotsa more compared than last year.

mayb coz weeks b4,or a couple of days b4 my birthday,i had purposely remind them of my birthday.not ol of them.i noe my limit.LOL.

zillion billion n million thx my frens,from de one dat i rarely contact,to the one dat i love most,thx for da wish.

n for da present as well,by now,i hv 2 spongebob.
thanx to anai and shaza.

i’m indeed had ask anai to buy me the spongebob,but shaza really dint hv any idea on how badly i want a spongebob for my birthday present.

itu rezeki~. thnx guys.

n for awanis,dat wuz really a surprise.

the cuppies,the presence of her sis in front of my house on my birthday,really touched me,a lot.
thx a lot beb.

n whats best,is dat,before the day turning to 11th,around 1158pm,my fren from japan,nik called me tru ym.
testing,whether i heard the sound of his guitar,so,i had once again asked him (muke xtaw malu btol) to played me a birthday song before i’m turning 21 n 1 days.

cool enuff.

frankly speaking,my vision,my mission in my life,after being 21,still cloudy n blurry.
i hardly couldnt even figure out,what i want in my life.
sumtimes,it feels like i’m on the right path,but once i’m falling apart,i kept on questioning myself again,whether i’m still on the right lane,or melencong abes.

but,i am hoping, praying as well,to the Almighty,to Allah,to gv me the strength,faith,on continuing my life journey,as smooth as it can b.

2008 must b good.

as far as i’m concerned,10th january wuz also the day of awal muharram.
the mark of new year in islamic calender.
so i must be grateful,not ol people hv the opportunity like dis.

n oso,on 2006,hari raya haji oso happened on 10th jan as well,so basically,i can consider that my birthday date is an islamic date.
haha.

peeps do said,when ur 21,u hv the key to freedom.

i dunno whether dats true or not.

but whats funny is,one of my fren said that "ko if nk kawen pn,xyah mntak permission parent da,gile bes"
haha.

do i hv to think bout getting married now?

i’m 21,n i’m getting older day by day,but i think its not necessary to think bout dis matters ryt now.
LOL.

unless i hv find my true love (as true love really exist),oke,lets rephrase it,until i find sumone who can love me for who i am,b wif me no matter what happen,i’m defenitely oke if i haf to kawen on 21,or 22 or in 23,or 24 bla bla bla.
hahaha.

i think,dats ol for now,10th january,i’m 21,God bless me.

6th jan 08.

oke.its kinda weird when u hv to celeb ur bday early than the exact date.
but who cares.hoho.
i went to times square for an outing wif anai,my former classmate back in mrsm taiping.
actually,we did met las month at da same place,but today it is more special coz,hell yeah,she wanna gv me a present for my birthday.
so,we went out,makan2,chit chat a lil bit at mc’d,n then we watched movie.
its AVP,or alien vs predator.
we got into dis biggggggg hall of cinema,but its not full house.
whatever it is,the seats are sooo comfortable,n yet its centered.
sorry to anai, i noe she dint watch dis kinda movie,but for me,she sacrifice everything (cet.poyo je)
AVP,boley la tahan.besides those disgusting saliva (whatever lendir it is) dat came out through those predator and alien mouth, the effect is superb.
finished watching AVP, we started hunting for spongebob.
i wanna spongebob.yeahh yeahhh.
i dunno why.but i wanna spongebob.
since las year lg.
i want spongebob,but i dun wanna buy it for myself.
i want somebody to gv it to me.
haha.
gile demanding.tp who cares,its juz once in a while.
bukan slalu aku mintak yg bukan bukan.
we went to dis stall,selling lotsa soft toy.
n the price pon boley tahan la.
not too expensive.
so,anai bought me da spongebob.
yay~.
finally.
there’s sumbody who cares to gv me a spongebob.
ahah.
so,i had to brought along my lovely spongebob upstairs,downstairs,to kfc,n everywhere,while shopping as well.
luckily no one stares me n like "dah besa pn beli spongebob"
i oso noticed there’s some guy yg beli spongebob jugak.
i dunno whether they bought it for their girlfriend or what,but whateva it is,u rock guys,haha.
so after i got my spongebob,we went to borders,sat in front of engineer bookshelf,i did search for a book title "fourier series for dummies" as it is exist.
but i found nothing.so me n anai juz sit there and continue our chit chat.
flashback everything.reminiscence our bittersweet when we were young (mcm la tue sgt skrg ni) n finally its 515pm.
got back to monorail,sighing,relief as i dint met anyone dat i know accidentally there.
n then we apart at medan tuanku as i wanna met my parent at sogo.

so,there goes my pre-celeb bday.
n i’m njoying it.
thanx nai.
n jage chiby lek lok.hihi ;p

btw,meet my spongebob.ehe.

hello bloggie.
hello 2008.

its 4th of jan.
n i’m counting days till 10th.
cant fake the excitement.
yea.i noe.poyo.
but.its too gud to be true.
turning to 21 make me feels…a bit older.
n a lil bit nervous.
because..*pondering,scratching head*

ok.update later.
most probably on 10th la i guess.
till den.