10th january 08
dear bloggie.
10th jan had passed by.
n i’m officialy 21.
to say it loud n clear,i’m getting a lil’ bit older than the rest of my frens.
but,age really does not matter,when u were born,on what date.
its how u bring up ur attitude these days,decently,modest,bad,u named it.
coz,for now,in the age of 20 (coz,most of my frens still enjoying their 20th moment),hv the ability to think wisely,to differ,between right or wrong.
so,dats make no difference at ol of being 21 than 20.
i kept on saying dis thing to my frens,when they say "haha.ko da tue.aku mude lg"
i noe,sound like defending myself,but it’s juz it.
i’m getting more n more birthday wishes from my frens dis year.
lotsa more compared than last year.
mayb coz weeks b4,or a couple of days b4 my birthday,i had purposely remind them of my birthday.not ol of them.i noe my limit.LOL.
zillion billion n million thx my frens,from de one dat i rarely contact,to the one dat i love most,thx for da wish.
n for da present as well,by now,i hv 2 spongebob.
thanx to anai and shaza.
i’m indeed had ask anai to buy me the spongebob,but shaza really dint hv any idea on how badly i want a spongebob for my birthday present.
itu rezeki~. thnx guys.
n for awanis,dat wuz really a surprise.
the cuppies,the presence of her sis in front of my house on my birthday,really touched me,a lot.
thx a lot beb.
n whats best,is dat,before the day turning to 11th,around 1158pm,my fren from japan,nik called me tru ym.
testing,whether i heard the sound of his guitar,so,i had once again asked him (muke xtaw malu btol) to played me a birthday song before i’m turning 21 n 1 days.
cool enuff.
frankly speaking,my vision,my mission in my life,after being 21,still cloudy n blurry.
i hardly couldnt even figure out,what i want in my life.
sumtimes,it feels like i’m on the right path,but once i’m falling apart,i kept on questioning myself again,whether i’m still on the right lane,or melencong abes.
but,i am hoping, praying as well,to the Almighty,to Allah,to gv me the strength,faith,on continuing my life journey,as smooth as it can b.
2008 must b good.
as far as i’m concerned,10th january wuz also the day of awal muharram.
the mark of new year in islamic calender.
so i must be grateful,not ol people hv the opportunity like dis.
n oso,on 2006,hari raya haji oso happened on 10th jan as well,so basically,i can consider that my birthday date is an islamic date.
haha.
peeps do said,when ur 21,u hv the key to freedom.
i dunno whether dats true or not.
but whats funny is,one of my fren said that "ko if nk kawen pn,xyah mntak permission parent da,gile bes"
haha.
do i hv to think bout getting married now?
i’m 21,n i’m getting older day by day,but i think its not necessary to think bout dis matters ryt now.
LOL.
unless i hv find my true love (as true love really exist),oke,lets rephrase it,until i find sumone who can love me for who i am,b wif me no matter what happen,i’m defenitely oke if i haf to kawen on 21,or 22 or in 23,or 24 bla bla bla.
hahaha.
i think,dats ol for now,10th january,i’m 21,God bless me.
